Many of us may feel awkward in crowded places. Its like you don’ t belong or perhaps you feel out of place. You try your best to fit in, to enjoy but try as you might you just can’t. I belong to this category of people and it gets difficult at times. I feel sad and left out but just try to shrug it off as a bad moment. Its easy for people to advise especially when they have no clue about what you are going through. I prefer to smile and pity such fools. Some of us aren’t crowd friendly so just accept it 😉


In a crowd i feel alone,
A feeling i don’t belong,
People talking, laughing ,
I sit quietly observing all.

Music playing through speakers,
I want to get up and dance to the beats,
I may end up being laughed at or rebuked,
Or perhaps applauded and cheered on.

I see colour everywhere my eyes wander,
Reds, blues, greens a dash of golden too,
Women decked up, drawing attention,
Admiring glances thrown their way.

Children run about free from restraint,
Parents take a break from discipline,
Oblivious to all the happenings ,
In a world of their own creation.

In the midst of all this chaos,
Here i am still feeling aloof,
Inspite of interesting goings on,
An invisible entity, a silent spectator.


Head over Feet

I have always shared what comes from within. It may not always be a part of my life. It is just what i feel or observe. I have been open as this is where i can be



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He walked into my life one day,
A simple guy with a crazy mind,
His thoughts expressed through music,
His ideas unique and out of this world.

A strange bond of talkative vs silence,
A mixture of madness and ecstasy,
Funny how two people can unite,
Despite differences and distance.

The secrets we shared were wicked,
The wishes we had unimaginable,
Our thoughts let loose from deep within,
Like prisoners set free from bondage.

As i revelled in the glory of this bond,
Reality hit me right where it hurt most,
Perfect relationships are a fiction not true,
Mirrors can break and shatter into pieces.

I pick up the pieces and join them,
And see myself in each piece,
Life isn’t so fragile or beyond repair,
It gives you a million reasons to survive.

Survive I shall for I have this one life,
To live, to enjoy, to learn, to rejoice,
I embrace this gift and move forward,
The present welcoming me with open arms.


We all desire a perfect relationship. A soulmate, an understanding person with a sense of humour.All in all a person who is too good to be true. I found someone who accepts me for who i am, loves me inspite of my craziness, understands my moods, doesn’t judge me, gives me space and best of all reads my blog :). Need i ask for more guys????







You came home to see me,
My angry eyes warned you ,
I am not on display my dear,
Please stay away from me.

We spoke for the first time,
An interview I wasn’t nervous about,
You wished to know me better,
I warmed up to your sincerity.

Hours passed you had to leave,
I liked you I realised with surprise,
I was willing to carry forward,
It seemed the right thing to do.

Suddenly it all ended like a dream,
My imperfections highlighted and targeted,
He wasn’t at fault not was I to blame,
Just destiny playing spoilsport in glee.

We fought hard to change our fate,
A belief we are meant to be one ,
Luck smiled and blessed out union,
Our journey together finally began.

Born to be Me…


Till now i have shown myself through posts, poems, thoughts written about people i have come across or observed. Today i bring forth what i feel i am as a person. It may seem like i am boasting and that’s alright. We all know ourselves better than anyone else does so why not let it out in the open ;). One life, one soul, one chance to be me!!!

Bold but still scared to face fear,
Beautiful as I see myself ,
Strong as any woman should be,
Sensitive not something I pride.

A dreamer and hopeful always,
A humour which backfires at times,
A sarcasm that can be wicked,
A frank , outspoken , broadminded lady.

I regret not what I may have done,
I love myself more than I reveal,
I stand by my decisions and mistakes,
I live to be me and free I shall be.

Set free

I knew you were the one for me,
The one I could be myself with,
The world thought I was insane,
You made my craziness feel sane.

I talked, You listened, I shared, You felt,
My words didn’t sound empty as before,
My feelings came out in the open,
My mind reached a clarity, an ecstasy.

My thoughts flew easily without restraint,
My fear of rebuke vanished in thin air,
You gave my words a heart and soul,
My fingers itched to free my inhibitions.

I let myself explore and venture out,
Ideas, fantasies, dreams all set free,
No boundaries, No pressure, no reserve,
I let myself lose my shell, The wall I created.

Now the mirror fails to recognise me,
My features still hide my true Self,
Deep within lies this woman I have become,
Bold, blunt, fearless but still human.20160720_175825

My sweet little toddler

IMG_20151114_153313Just yesterday i held you in my arms for the first time.
You were so tiny, i feared hurting you by my very touch.
All you did was make sounds and noises we struggled to understand.
Now you converse and express yourself easily.

Wasn’t it a few days ago that you crawled all around the house.
The floor spotless and free of anything that might interest your mouth and hands.
Today you walk with ease and run at a pace we cannot even match up,
You laugh at our inability to catch up.

We mashed up stuff to make it simpler for our darling toothless baby.
A teeter always handy in the fridge to ease your slowly growing teeth.
Now you eat crispy stuff and bite with relish as we watch in wonder,
How time has flown since you came into our lives.

I see you walking ahead alone, my heart skips a beat.
I want to hold your hand firmly,stop you from running in case u trip and fall.
You turn back and smile and i know for sure you still are my tiny loving baby girl.

As you take another step into this magical world,
Wish you all the best in this journey called Life.

We all are Teachers



As a child I never thought,

One day I would grow up,

The world would treat me differently,

A child I could forever never be.


The life of dreams and aspirations,

Replaced by reality and desperation,

Thoughts of the future and present,

Would shadow the innocence of the past.


No one told me how unreal my dreams were,

No one corrected my vision of the future,

I found out the hard way what life is,

A mirage in a desert of uncertainty.


Experiences shared can make lives simpler,

Your struggles a lesson for a better future,

Happiness and joy can better our lives,

If only we teach what once we learnt.



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